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Name: Christiana
Country: Guam
Metro: Guam
Birthday: 5/15/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: starwars, harry potter....anything sparkly.
Expertise: Peace is lie. there is only passion, through passion i gain strength, through strength i gain power, through power i gain victory, though victory my chains are broken. the force shall free me.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
10/9/2004
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| I keep your picture up.
It's not because I miss you,
it's a reminder not to fall for fast.
Not to trust anyone with this heart of mine
A reminder of how one person
can you hurt you so much.
Because you're young, you're torn between
a world of hate and a world of dreams.
So much to lose, so much to gain,
so much to fight for, so much to change.
A hug can turn your day around.
It's like an emotional Heimlich.
Someone puts their arms around you,
And they give you a slight squeeze.
And all of your fear and anxiety comes
Shooting out of your mouth.
And you can finally breathe again.
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| I don't know why. Maybe it's because you're mad.
Maybe it's because you're afraid. Maybe it's
because you're also a little confused. Maybe it's
because you want to act cool. But whatever the
reason; you're breaking my heart.
i always have this fear that one day you are going to
discover that i'm not as great as you once thought i was.
do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk
to anybody you don't want to smile, and you don't want to
fake being happy, but you don't really know what's wrong?
I felt comfortable around you. When I was with you, I didn't have to be perfect. I didn't even have to try for perfect. You already knew my secrets, and things I kept hidden from everyone else. So I was able to finally just be myself. Which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal; but it was.
All I'm asking is don't make promises you can't keep,
and don't say things you don't mean because in the end,
those things mean everything.
I didn't want to wake you cause I knew I couldn't stay.
I'm looking foward to looking back on these days
and I'm fine, but I'm not okay.
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| I like to pretend that everything's all right,
because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
Listen, the truth is, nothing is gauranteed, so don't be afraid, be alive.
- - the truth about forever
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| No matter what, once in your life,
someone will hurt you. That someone
will take all that you are, and rip it
into pieces and they won't even
watch where the pieces land. But
through the breakdown, you'll learn
something about yourself. You'll learn
that you're strong.And no matter how
hard they destroy you, that
you can conquer anyone
In the day by day collision
called the art of growing up,
there's an innocence we look for in the stars.
To be taken back to younger days,
when there was no giving up
on the people we held closest to our hearts.
after all, how many ways can one heart be mangled and still
be expected to keep beating? i lived through a lot, but it didn't
make me feel strong. instead, I felt horribly fragile, like one
word could shatter me.
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| "What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Ralph Waldo Emerson.
"Do I have to spell it out for you? Or scream it in your face? Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place." -The Spill Canvas
without you i dont have a place
thats safe from all the monsters that hide in my head
she sat in her bathtub smoking pot.
and then stumbled upon a profound thought,
we are all damaged
My favorite time is when the sun sets on my smoke-filled room and we talk about how good it is to live.
The only thing that hurts me more then knowing
I lost a love that never really was with me, is
living with the knowledge that I`ve lost you as a friend.
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